I am whoever I want to be. But who is that really?

I was having  pitying moment, after a fight with my sister, and I'm not sure if it was the pity getting to me or just a random thought, but I realised something.

I'm a hypocrite.

We're all hypocrites.
We lie to ourselves, to each other.
All for what?
To hide who we truly are?

It's not fair.
Life isn't fair kiddo.
Yeah, that I know from personal experience.
Of course it's not fair.
'Life's a bitch and it has puppies', you know?

The question is.
How do we stop lieing?
How do we stop being hypocrites?
Someone tell me when they work that one out.

Restoring the balance.

Do you ever feel like time is running out?
Like soon enough, because you've been so sheltered, something's going to happen?
Something bad.

Soon enough.
I'm think going to hurt myself in soccer, and badly too because all the times I've come close to hurting myself, and haven't, those times have been building up to something big, and one day I'll hurt myself badly, break my leg or something like that.
Or that because I've been sheltered form all the bad things in life, because nothing bad has ever really happened to me or anyone close to me.
All those bad things that should have happened.
Are being collected by some unseen force, adding up.
And one day they will be unleashed.
The balance will be restored.
And all the bad things will pour out.
And into my life.

Blogger tag :D

*give this award to 10 sweet and friendly bloggers,

*make a post about the award including the picture and mention the person who gave it to you,

*put the award on your blog, and

*let your nominated 10 know you've awarded them by leaving a comment!

Well, I don't know much about this Sweet blog tag, all I know is that the Jokerman awarded it to me!

Pretty sweet huh?

I tag...

SomeGirl

Melee

Nabilah

SabineCara

Lizard

Athena

Sanchez

Zmaga

Maz

and Lilah - check out her blog, she's new :)

:D