Thursday, September 29, 2011

Adjusting.

I haven't posted anything in what seems like forever and I haven't written anything in that long either. I don't know why the words have stopped coming, I can only guess that it's because of the pressure of the coming exams. The last thing that I wrote was a letter to her explaining things. It worked. She replied and things are better now.
I haven't seen any of my friends in days. Seen as in spent time with for longer than twenty minutes. I picked up a friend from the bus station today and we talked, but it's a strange feeling being cut off from everyone. I saw another last night when he gave me some religion notes, a cute letter (which I discovered later) and a kiss on the cheek. I miss our chats.
People always said to appreciate the last days of school, I didn't and only now I'm just starting to realise that I won't get to see certain people everyday, or catch up with people at lunch or annoy teachers with our endless chatting. This is supposed to be the best time of my life, but if that's the case, I don't get all the hype. Why wouldn't the rest of my life be better than this?

2 comments:

Melee said...

There's nothing like a preoccupied mind to make the words retreat! They'll come home sometime, I'm sure of it. :)

I hate that feeling when you realize you haven't been appreciating the things that will soon be gone. I'm not very good at "seizing the day." -_-

Emilia said...

Uh, hi. I'm one of the new people who follow you - ok that sounds stalkerish but whatever.
I only just saw the last three posts 'cause I log in whenever.
And I totally agree with this post, especially the last paragraph.