Drifting.

I am changing, re orientating myself around them and refocusing the lenses of my eyes to how I see other people, and I’m becoming a drifter, floating from place to place trying to figure out where I can put down my anchors so that I don't continue to drift away until I am nothing but a spot in the sky.

Picture here.

Valentines day cards make my heart hurt.

Today I went Valentines day card shopping with two of my friends, both of whom have boyfriends.

I joked with the shop lady about how I was the lonely one, following them as they chose.

We both laughed.

I tried not to let it bother me.

But Valentines day does get to me.

Really, all it does is remind people of how lonely they are.