Restoring the balance.

Do you ever feel like time is running out?
Like soon enough, because you've been so sheltered, something's going to happen?
Something bad.

Soon enough.
I'm think going to hurt myself in soccer, and badly too because all the times I've come close to hurting myself, and haven't, those times have been building up to something big, and one day I'll hurt myself badly, break my leg or something like that.
Or that because I've been sheltered form all the bad things in life, because nothing bad has ever really happened to me or anyone close to me.
All those bad things that should have happened.
Are being collected by some unseen force, adding up.
And one day they will be unleashed.
The balance will be restored.
And all the bad things will pour out.
And into my life.